The Shrinking Tape Measure: In need of some motivation.

Well I've been slacking the last couple of days. My kitty died a couple of days ago, I'm falling behind in my math class [which is the ONLY thing standing between me and my associates], i'm transitioning into my brand new job, and having troubles with my old one.. we won't go into that.. needless to say.. i'm STRESSED. When I get stressed i'm like almost every other girl... I eat. I eat a lot and I eat bad food. I'm so grateful I have Nina, but i've still had zero motivation other than her. I gained three pounds this week, but I totally knew that was coming, I have hardly worked out. What can I say, i'm human!

We went to the gym last night and I felt a little better. I always work out harder when i'm with Nina. Preston and I went to the gym two nights ago and I just didn't push myself. I didn't even make it to 500 calories burned. He's sure studly though, he lifts like crazy and I LOVE it :) mmm.

Ahem. Anyways. I have still been having a hard time getting back into the groove of eating healthy and working out but I just wasn't feeling it. I love to read mama's blog as well as Megan's for some motivation and to read their amazing weight loss stories and how they keep it up and look so good now. I was scanning through mamas when I found the perfect post for me right now. She's right. I'm not stopping, I don't care if I lose, gain, or have a month long plateau like her, I won't give up. I'm not happy with my weight, and the only way i'm going to change it is by getting off my large bottom and donig something. I'm lucky for the support system I have and I am going to keep it up. I can do this.